On April 6th we had our first baby shower. Yes, I realize it is now May 13th. I am a procrastinator at heart.
We were once again reminded of God's great love for us as our family/friends/community lavished us generously. They held nothing back. We are so undeserving of this love. Adoption continually provides opportunities to see a picture of the gospel from all angles.
Sweet Baby Keeney,
these are some of the faces of those that loved you before they ever saw your precious face.
We are entirely finished with paperwork and approved to adopt. Our letter and photo album are in the hands of our agency, ready and waiting for that special birth mother to choose. Baby K's room is ready. There is nothing left for us to do. We could get the call tomorrow or 2 years from now. All we can do is wait. I am preparing my heart for the long haul and coming to understand the equation for waiting well looks something like
Patience = trusting God is good and in control, so I don't have to try to grasp for control and become fearful or anxious. He has orchestrated every part of this and nothing will thwart His plans.
So, we are praying and trusting. Praying and trusting. Praying and trusting. I wonder if I have ever prayed for anyone so much?
Psalm 27:14
Wait for the LORD;
be strong, and let your heart take courage:
Wait for the LORD!
